Song Of The Day – Papi Pacify by FKA Twigs

From the EP ‘EP2’ (2013)

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Essential Listening: The Drift – Scott Walker (2006)

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Because it’s so diverse, there are many ways to approach Scott Walker’s discography. Most tend to discover him from his earliest, most popular, incarnation, either as part of The Walker Brothers, or after he went solo with a string of quintessential late sixties albums. I was one of those people.

So when heard back in the middle of the last decade that he was making another album, I immediately thought, great, there’s a good chance we’re in for more songs like ‘Plastic Palace People’, ‘Montague Terrace (In Blue)’ ‘Jackie’ ‘30th Century Man’ ‘The Old Man’s Back Again’, and probably his most famous effort, his cover of Jacques Brel’s ‘If You Go Away’ (Ne Me Quitte Pas). To name but a few.

Needless to say I was wrong. I mean, where do you start?

In truth I was hesitant to even write a piece for “The Drift”, as I’m not sure anything written about it can do justice to its sheer structural complexity, ambiguity and nuance.

What I incorrectly expected “The Drift” to sound like, or the notion of what it should sound like, was based on my insufficient knowledge of vast swathes, make that eras, of Walker’s output. I was completely unaware of “Tilt”, which he released in the mid-nineties, “Climate of Hunter” in the mid-eighties, and his, unfairly according to many, aborted late seventies comeback. Having not heard them but listened to “The Drift”, I presupposed that inserting these eras in-between “Scott 4” and “The Drift” could provide a linear map of Walker’s dramatic metamorphosis.

Having listened to that missing chunk of Walker’s career after the fact, nothing, and I do mean nothing can prepare you for “The Drift”.

And perhaps that’s the point, or one of Walker’s main points with “The Drift”, nobody is truly ready to confront the abrasive repulsiveness of human nature and the culture it has helped construct, when done so through the medium of music. We tend not to use music to convey such ideas.

It begs the question as to whether Walker envisaged, back in his popular incarnate, the music he’s making now, or even if this concept had any sort of genesis in that era. Even in his ‘heyday’ Walker always approached subversive or politicised content, but with a conventional sound. Now he’s completely eschewed any of the artifice required to capitulate to any mode of conformity. He’s even resorted to using unconventional methods to create the effects and layers of sound on his last two albums. For example he uses the sound of massive machetes being sharpened (?) on ‘Tar’, a song from his most recent album “Bisch Bosh”. That sort of thing could be considered, from an external perspective, as being self-indulgent. Where Walker earns the benefit of the doubt, and separates himself from the pack, is the thematic content he investigates, or creates by juxtaposing random, seemingly unrelated, cultural events and extremes.

So it’s with some irony that ‘Cossacks Are’, the first track on the album, approaches the fringes of a conventional composition. There’s a guitar riff to start, then the punishing layers of drums arrive, which, with the title in mind, are appropriately reminiscent of war marching drums. It’s topped off by a hissing sound, like that of the pressure in a piston being released. I’m hesitant to find out what Walker used to create that sound, or what it symbolises. Together all of it fits with the song’s title and the song’s main motif; ‘Cossacks are charging, charging in the fields of white roses, Cossacks are charging in’. In the context of this album that image is one of the more straightforward Walker evokes. However other lines, including the next, inhibit any attempt to compartmentalise lyrics, and ascribe meaning. This is a theme that will run throughout all that songs, even if a thematic interpretation has been supplied by Walker, you’re kept guessing as to what certain lyrics are supposed to mean, ‘That’s a nice suit/that’s a swanky suit/Been a pope like no other/I’m looking for a good cowboy’. Then there’s this – ‘Touching the shattered lives it unearths/A nocturne filled with glorious ideas/A chilling exploration of erotic consumption’ – does this mean the hypocrisy of wars fought on behalf of religion? How the glory ascribed to heroism in war is false and has been and continues to be used as a commodity? Or how about this; ‘You could easily picture this in the current top ten’. Is Walker taking the piss this time? Is he doing both? Is he bemoaning the vacuous state of modern popular music? Or that we’ll consume anything regardless of its lyrical content?

You’re left with so many questions that I tend to believe that Walker aimed to construct “The Drift” so that it would make you pose these questions, and to motivate you to search for the answers. You could take each lyric in isolation, and extract meaning, or use what you believe to be the song’s overarching narrative, and go from there. Intentional or not, that’s the great skill of “The Drift”, each listener extrapolates what they can from each song, and that their existing belief or opinion they’ve attached, or interpreted, is expedited, be it analysed, strengthened or changed.

On repeated listens of “The Drift” you do become far more confident in deciphering the pattern, that Walker’s using each song to make a point of some sort. The question is what? On ‘Jesse’ Walker’s pretext is that 9/11 and Elvis Presley’s still born brother are somehow interlinking examples of the effects of the death of America’s cultural hubris, when the central paragons that buttress its own mythology are visibly and viscerally destroyed.

With Walker providing this context, deciphering the lyrics takes on an entirely different quality. In ‘Jesse’, the first line stands out; ‘Nose holes caked in black cocaine’. My take – this is Walker’s way of bemoaning the disposable and cynical visual idiom at the root of media driven popular culture. As an ‘event’, 9/11 immediately became a marketing tool for reinvigorating patriotism, celebrating the martyrdom of those who perished, and a grotesque money making spectacle, with all of it at the retraction of libertarianism. Its mesmeric nature – why else did we watch it for hours? – superseded what you knew to be the terrifyingly real consequences of watching the towers fall. The image of people wading through that thick dark dust in the immediate aftermath of the World Trade Center collapsing, marries Walker’s lyric and something Karl Marx once said: ‘Religion is the opium for the people’. Well here I suspect Walker is implying that Religion has been supplanted by our fascination with disasters or crises, as they can now be unashamedly consumed for pleasure with a safe degree of detachment. Such events have always acted as a vehicle for a form of covert pleasure, or wonder if you prefer, but now the emphasis has shifted, with the media annexing it into an organised virtue. In the era of Twitter, Reddit and twenty-four hour news channels, gawking at death and destruction is not only encouraged, but it’s seen as normal to do so, ensuring we become further conditioned and desensitised. Elvis’s physical and mental decline was also a matter of public consumption. Black Cocaine was used as camouflage. In the eyes of many, even in decline, Elvis Presley was the ‘King’, that title allowed him to be cast as a figure without the need for empathy. That is until he died, unceremoniously, unglamorously, humiliatingly on the shitter. The World Trade Center was the most imposing building on the Manhattan Skyline until it crumbled, humiliatingly. Neither of these events are as humiliating or degrading as our consumption of them, or the inevitability of us unashamedly mythologizing people, or events, with toadying, cowed retrospectives, just to cleanse our morality.

It’s hard to say what the best song on the album is, because this isn’t a piece of work that can be judged against a standard or an expectation. However, ‘Jesse’ clearly takes some beating, by anything. Not only for the enticingly esoteric concept of Walker juxtaposing Elvis and 9/11, but once you become aware of the song’s meaning, its composition works to enhance its message. The orchestra of string instruments creates a deep drone, before a slow creeping guitar that reverses on itself works to create a sense of unremitting dread, which only increases when Walker’s imperially discerning accent enters the fray. The dread builds, as the drone gets louder to mirror the pauses between Walker’s creepy narrative, eventually leading to the chorus where Walker screams in a pained tone; ‘Famine is a tall tower/A building left in the night/Jesse are you listening?/It casts its ruins in shadows/Under Memphis moonlight/Jesse are you listening?’ Finally there is the eerie dual popping sound, which occurs periodically, and is the skillfully isolated audio of the moment when the towers started to collapse.

Given the relentlessly dystopian tone of this album, the subject matter and its title, I came to the conclusion that each song on “The Drift” represents the many facets, or faces, of our drifting towards destruction. At least that’s what it has made me believe. While the human race will survive for some time yet, what shape will it be in? What shape is it in now? Despite the advancements in literature, science and medicine, we’re a species prone to repeating mistakes and that insidiously finds ways to poison itself and its surroundings.

This is central theme of ‘Cue’, where Walker, without irony, I suspect, empathises with a virus. Lyrically he subtly vacillates between anthropomorphising its thought process, ‘I will follow the aerosol patterns’, to documenting its physical effects, ‘From scratchless I ascend’, as it spreads indiscriminately across the globe, ‘Now embark for the Ivory Coast’.

As you’re paralysed, or eventually, after multiple listens, enthralled, it’s easy to forget the importance of the music in helping to convey meaning. On ‘Cue’ the lyrics fit seamlessly to its impossibly rich background. Walker not only creates a sense of dread, but he does so with the listener being fully aware of the impending doom of his narrative.

It all starts with that forlorn trumpet, the first few bars carry an optimism, which soon dissolves into being solemnly macabre, almost overdubbing as it fades away. All you’re left with is Walker’s voice, those creeping strings and a muted, distant drumming, that always threatens to overwhelm, or arrive, but never does. The creeping of the virus is conveyed through the intermittent plucking of slackened strings, from multiple Cellos or Double Basses. Screaming Violins and Violas arrive as Walker howls in frustration at the virus’s inability to adapt quickly enough, ‘Immunity won’t feed on the bodies/Bones closing/Too soon at the tips/Won’t feed on the bodies’. This is followed by Walker chanting Bam repeatedly, then the same number of audible blows to the carcass of some animal. The noise itself sounds like nails being hammered into wood. It gives an audible manifestation of the brutal effects of the virus’s silent work.

Like most of “The Drift” the ending to ‘Cue’ teases and on first listen disorients you. You’ve psychologically prepared yourself for the banging of the slab of meat again. The build up is the same, but instead you’re given the dreaded strings and muted drum, which create a layer over the chorus; ‘Stars led to sky/Lash led to eye/Herpes to clit/Then stopped’. This time the song ends abruptly after ‘stopped’. This suddenness, I imagine, is the actuality and totality of death, and the end of the virus’s journey and its success. Walker is making a statement about how we view our mortality, and spend most of our living lives deluding ourselves about what reality of the end entails. The combination of Walker’s depiction of mercilessness psychological and physical suffering in most of his songs, when set against the nothingness of death, makes a mockery of this fear.

Of course you’re entitled to be completely bemused with the notion, particularly on first listen, that this is an album that you’d choose to listen to. The question then becomes what compelled me to listen again?

That would be trying to understand ‘Jolson and Jones’. In particular what ‘punching a Donkey in the streets of Galway’ has to do with the grossness of spring, the River Dix, Curare – which is a South American poison – which, repeatedly ‘Brogue cries out from the street’. This is set against booming clock chimes, a pulsating, pounding industrial synth, and the sound of someone walking down the steps into the street to meet Sonny Boy, where the proclamation that I’ll punch a Donkey in the streets of Galway occurs, before Walker vocally mimics the sound of the Donkey’s death, or  at least that’s what I think it is. And then there’s this soliloquy, which precedes a strangled schizophrenic sax and Walker’s repeated chants of Curare:

The chair had been shifted ever so slightly say five feet or two centimeters
The prints of my fingers dusted from doorknobs
A lamp had been dimmed
Some sawdust where a ring had been
Where nice girls were turned into whores
Gardens with fountains where peacocks had strutted
Where dead children were born
The splendor of tigers turning to gold in the desert
Pale meadows of stranded pyramids

Is all of this derived from random experiences, real and subliminal, that Walker’s had? And just who are Jolson and Jones? You can spend hours and hours re-listening, scrambling for answers, and I have. Each time my interpretation shifts, and I can’t wait to return to have another go.

And that’s the bottom line, despite all the gimmicks, the oddities and repulsiveness of Walker’s content, the demonic Daffy Duck impression on ‘The Escape’ encompassing all three, no matter what you think of “The Drift”, you will have a reaction to it.

Which brings us to an empirical truth – when you encounter anything especial you always remember it; how it felt, how you reacted, what you thought at the time, even if your memory alters and embellishes it over time. The same is true of art, all great art, whether it be sculpture, paintings, performance and music, is memorable. I’ll never forget “The Drift”, how it felt, how I reacted, what I thought at the time I first listened to it, or how it’s altered my view of things over time and how that’s altered my view of it.

You suspect that Walker knows that “The Drift” will be the finest thing he’ll ever do. It’s a work full of contradictions, appropriately, like the human psyche. It transcends memory, into an experience of a personal introspection. “The Drift” makes you think about the darkest recesses of humanity, your humanity, and how you’re expediting “The Drift” towards the formality of its irrevocable decay.

Go on, give “The Drift” a try. I dare you. Scott Walker dares you, dares you to think, to think and improve yourself, to stop ‘drifting’, as it were.

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Song Of The Day – Night Falls On Hoboken by Yo La Tengo

From the album ‘And Then Nothing Turned Itself Inside-Out’ (2000)

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Reunited

Reunited

“Look. There’s one.”

“Oh, yeah.”

“C’mon then. What do you reckon?”

“It’s fluffy, eh…it might be a dog…a badger? I dunno.”

“A Dog?”

“A Dogger?”

“Wayhey, good one.”

Genuine laughter, for the first time since it happened. We intently focus on it as we get closer, but travelling fast on a motorway in winter light makes it hard to distinguish a road kill of its size.

“Well, whatever it is, half of it’s gone.”

“Yeah.”

The silence allows the depraved irony to sink in; we were playing a game which mocked a half eviscerated animal, after what had happened to him. How macabre. That momentary silence turns into agonising minutes. I see the clouds grow darker and I wonder momentarily whether I’m projecting my mood onto the sky as the funeral gets gradually closer. Then it starts raining, heavily. The closer we get the more agitated Tommy becomes. He is now picking a bit of loose leather on the steering wheel. I want to tell him to stop it, but that would be an argument. The silence is only broken by unintentional split-second looks at each other, each one making me more uncomfortable. Tommy then, with a peculiarly deliberate gesture, announces that he is putting on the radio. I’m just glad he is as seemingly desperate as I am to kill this silence, the silence that allows us to think about how we subconsciously disrespected him with that game before. Tommy apparently didn’t realise that in turning on the radio on the half hour, that there would be a good chance of hearing a report of more military servicemen being killed in Afghanistan or Iraq. Inevitably, the first news story is of more British casualties in Iraq. I watch him listen to the report. The structure of his face seems to melt downwards like runny cheese falling off a piece of toast. I calmly reach over, and with stern flick of the wrist I switch it over to one of those insignificant generic radio stations that plays shitty pop music. I look out the window, only half paying attention to the beat of the music. It starts to sound like gunfire from a toy gun. I imagine him in the most hellish scenario possible; a dustbowl, running, ducking, disoriented, bullets and bombs flying, screams, most of all imagining the fear he felt. My insides contort. My mouth feels caustically dry.

“Stop. I don’t feel well.”

“Yeah, alright. I need a piss anyway.”

“Did I ask your permission?”

“No…don’t start.”

“Well then…”

We stop at the first service station. Despite it looking like it was recently built, it has that familiar, mildly tragic, impersonal spectral atmosphere that only something of its kind could provide. Tommy parks the car. We both get out and stare at each other awkwardly over the car roof. He turns around to look me fully in the face and starts tapping the roof of the car. It looks like another contrived expense of nervous energy.

“Here, give me some money.”

“Christ…thought you only needed the toilet.”

“I can’t use the toilet without buying something.”

“Why not?”

“I fancy a can of coke anyway.”

“Why didn’t you say that in the first place?

“You got any change or not?”

“Christ almighty, here.”

“You want anything?”

“Nah.”

I lean on the side of car just as I hear my name being shouted out. I turn around to see who it is. I remember his face. I know who he is; a friend of my father’s from work. Shit, still no name and he’s getting closer. I hate when this kind of thing happens; it puts you in a position where you’re afraid to say anything in case of offending them. People are always demanding that you remember them. Nobody likes to be forgotten and forgetting the name of someone you feel you shouldn’t feels horrendous. Suddenly having funerals makes sense. He walks up to me and offers his hand.

“Alright Andy?”

I still have no idea what his name is as I shake his hand. A few agonising seconds pass. Thankfully, he realises that I don’t remember his name and earnestly tries but fails to not look too offended.

“It’s Paul. Paul McArthur, an old friend of your Dad’s.”

“That’s it. Sorry, couldn’t put a name to your face.”

“Ah, don’t worry, son. It happens to everyone.”

Tommy then comes out of toilet, walks calmly up to Mr. McArthur and shakes his hand.

“Hi, Mr. McArthur.”

“Alright Tommy? Please, call me Paul.”

We both nod our heads.

“You’re both looking sharp. Off to a wedding?”

“Nah, we’re…eh, we’re just off to see off our brother.”

“Yes. How’s he getting on over there then?”

The fact we are both wearing black ties and that our brother was in the forces didn’t seem to connect with him straight away. Perhaps it is wrong to assume he should get it, but even so this is testing my patience. I look at Tommy who has a flummoxed look, and has been completely wrong-footed by the question. Our silence makes Mr. McArthur study our faces. Then it hits him. It finally comes together. He looks so mortified that I even start to feel sorry for him.

“Sorry lads. I didn’t hear. Haven’t seen your old man since I retired.”

“Honestly, it’s okay.”

“That war’s a disgrace. Those bloody lying politicians want chasing. Bloody tragic, how old was he?”

“Twenty five.”

“Bloody hell!”

“It’s his own fault for going.”

I want to believe I haven’t heard it, but the stunned silence from an increasingly ill at ease Mr. McArthur and a shell-shocked me confirms it. I stare at Tommy in a trance of sheer disbelief.

“We’d better be going, Mr. McArthur, we’ve got to be at the funeral by midday.”

“Yes, Tommy, right you are son. I’ll leave you lads to it. Give my condolences to your Mum and Dad.”

He shakes our hands hurriedly, and meanders off with his head down. Like a child who has just been castigated by a teacher in front of his classmates. I wait until he enters the petrol station before unleashing my pent-up anger on Tommy.

“What the fuck was that?”

“Whah?”

“What do mean Whah?”

“It’s the truth.”

“Fuck off.”

“Nah. We’re not poor. He didn’t need to join up. He put Mum and Dad through the wringer, and for what? Look at what’s it’s done.”

I’m still in shock, but it is now tinged with a feeling of disgust, which is starting to spread slowly from the pit of my stomach. My own brother is so selfish that he resents him for getting killed. Outwardly I appear calm, but it conceals a brewing visceral rage which could explode at any moment, and I want it to. I watch him out of the corner of my eye, waiting for his guard to drop. I rush at him and I pin him up against the wall, crushing the lapels of his suit as he tries to fight back, but my fury glues him to the wall.

“You think he wanted to go over there and die?”

“Nah.”

“Why did you say that then? What the fuck is wrong with you?”

He offers no answer as he stops resisting me. I try to look him in the eye, but he just looks away in various directions, like a naughty toddler refusing to acknowledge a parent.

“You’d better keep that shit to yourself, forever. Never say that in front of Mum or Dad. Otherwise I’ll fucking kill you. Tell me you won’t say it again?”

“Yeah…yeah, alright, okay, okay. Let me go.”

I let him down. He stares into space with a bruised look on his face. He slowly re-straightens his tie, and readjusts his suit to make it look as if I haven’t manhandled him. It’s the kind of thing Mum, even with the pall of grief hanging over her, would notice straight away. We stand looking at each other for a moment before we both get back into the car.

It is now nearly midday; we haven’t said anything to each other since the service station stop. We are acting like strangers sitting next to each other on a bus, afraid to say anything out of turn, unable to predict what reaction we would get. After a fight we usually make up, sometimes it took days, usually only minutes. This feels different. We have been drifting apart, slowly, like two tectonic plates. Maybe this time the chasm has become too great. We finally arrive at the graveyard. Tommy parks the car in the allocated space right beside the hearse. We sit there, silent, staring at the coffin through the windscreen, before, almost telepathically, opening our respective doors and getting out at the same time. It was only now that I notice many more people than I expected have turned up. Though I’m not sure why I had such meagre expectations to begin with. Everyone is gathered outside the doors, huddled together stoically like emperor penguins in the Antarctic, waiting. They seem to be watching us intently; everyone has been waiting for us, as we are two of the six pallbearers. Those who aren’t deliberately avoiding making eye contact wear a look of barely disguised disapproval for the way we have held up proceedings. Had we not been close family members of the deceased the claustrophobic embarrassment I was suffering would be crippling. I sense that same look of disappointment on Mum’s face at our tardiness without even seeing it. We walk over, find Mum and Dad and then go and shake hands with the funeral director. We are given a reminder of the instructions: who stands where and so forth but most of it doesn’t register. My thoughts are focused on an opportunity that has suddenly presented itself.

We lift the coffin into the empty chapel. Slowly but surely we place it down on the catafalque. My head is swimming, perversely giddy in anticipation. I know I have to play this perfectly. As soon as we finish placing the coffin I ask the funeral director not to usher everyone in straight away. My plea has enough compassion and sincerity, and I purposely put a little extra hesitancy in my speech and hand gestures to make Tommy think it is genuine. In a way it is, my nerves help to create the effect. I engage Tommy’s attention with a coy smile. I nod my head toward the coffin. He seems ill at ease, hopefully he is guilty, but I’m not satisfied. Everything is in place. The other pallbearers agree to leave. I should be thinking about respecting my brother’s dignity but all I see is a chance to right a wrong. I have already seen his disfigured corpse and I know Tommy hasn’t. It is possibly the only chance I will get to change his repugnant opinion. I put my arm around his shoulder, and open the coffin with the other. The arm round the shoulder distracts him from his initial bewilderment and apprehension at what he thinks might be happening. He thinks I’m comforting him. It is working. I’m ready, in position, to stop him fleeing and to make him look. As quickly as possible I zip open the bag and flip back the flap to reveal his corpse; which is in five charcoaled lumps. Tommy jerks away in an instinctive movement of disbelieving revulsion. I clamp my right arm around his waist. My left arm is wrapped around his neck. The palm of my left hand is used to hold his chin in place, to stop him from turning his head away from the grotesque vision in front of him. The laminated floor screams with the friction caused by the soles of our shoes.

“Fucking let go of me.”

“Look. Look! At him. Say what you said earlier. Fuckin say it.”

He offers no response and stops struggling against me. I see him close his eyes and his jaw slacken with sheer horror. I let go of him gently. He hunches over, almost to the point where I think he is going to put his hands on the floor. It has finally sunk in. My self assurance evaporates with Tommy’s reaction. Only now do I start to see it from his point of view. I watch him as he gets up, head bowed and walks slowly, with defeated shoulders, towards the door.

“Tommy. Where are you going…the service is starting…look, don’t be long…okay?”

He says nothing. My nerves are now fraying my insides, leaving only a hollow frantic fear. I take one last look at his body, before zipping the bag and closing the coffin. My only concern is now with my other brother. Everyone starts to stream in from outside. Hurriedly, I look for Tommy among the back rooms. Opening the door to the Gents’ I feel relief as I hear him before I see him. Whimpering like a cold abandoned dog between heavy breaths. I knock on the cubicle door.

“Tommy?”

He sighs as soon as he realises it is me.

“I’m sorry. But after what you said earlier…”

“I just couldn’t handle him asking questions. I just wanted rid of him.”

“I didn’t know. I felt I had to put it right.”

“I jus…just can’t get it out of my head now.”

“I know…look Mum and Dad will notice if we’re not there. We’ve gotta go and give him the send off he deserves.”

I hear the relieving sound of the toilet flushing. He opens the door – his pulpy pink cheeks and chafed eyes tell me there is no need for an apology. We half smile at each other. I pat him on the shoulder then I mess up his hair. It is in our comfort zone of acceptable manly affection, my way of giving him a massive hug. But more importantly it is an indication of a potential reconciliation between us, and that’s has eased my mind. I know I haven’t done the right thing but that it also wasn’t a mistake. During the journey home we say nothing. There’s no need to. It isn’t the malignantly tense silence containing those spiteful split second looks of before. There was no fidgeting and no claustrophobic feeling of tension between us.  It is a relaxed contemplative silence. We both know we feel the same way about him and each other. Tommy seeing his body and me seeing his reaction has purged that, it has allowed us both, in our own way, to accept we have lost one brother but today gained the other we felt we were losing.

The End

© Niall Cullen (2013)

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Song Of The Day – She by Gram Parsons

From the album ‘GP’ (1973)

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